Is there any painkiller for heartaches?

Trapped

I want to run and run and run and run

and run and run away

But i am still

here

10th July

Something a friend did makes me turn a little cold inside today.

CE

I know i must
practise CE

I know i must
betray no more
anything

But i can't seem
to rid it off my mind

One day, i surely shall
but meanwhile
i carry it with me.

jean.silly me feeling sad.:(
may 11th 3.13 am

MUSM

My heart died a little each day.